Thursday, March 27, 2008

think waste management

I've been having trouble sleeping. I am having phantom life/love/limb nightmares - sometimes catmares. It's horrible. It's all catching up to me and I cannot escape it even in sleep. I have this feeling that part of me is stuck in my past lives. A piece for every situation. A piece living in every choice I never made. Tonight I am feeling each piece. Tonight I am aching for and missing every single memory I can think of. I even miss the horrible nights - the nights I'd be sure to fall asleep on the other side of the universe --- at least we woke up together - a warm, loose knot of arms and legs.

I am your April Fool.

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